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genuinely curious if anyone ever managed to set both sleeves into a garment without having any issues. seems impossible to me
#finally finishing a sweater i've knitted#the first sleeve went in without issues#the second one i accidentally pinned and sewed side seam to arm socked#of course only noticed when i was about to close the side seam#well i thought something was weir beforehand#but not enough to notice what i had done wrong#knitting#sewing#saskia talks#i think i once managed to sew a coat without having sleeve issues#but that's about it#i always make stupid mistakes like this#*socket
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looks around nervously. sweats. fidgets. um. when is calculus supposed to get hard. sidesteps out of the shadow of the flying ice cream truck about to land on me
#like it mostly just feels like drudgery and busywork. it's only tricky when i rush through and make stupid mistakes#but getting tilted and subsequently making unnecessary errors has always been my achilles heel with math and math-adjacent subjects#it's certainly not unique to calculus LOL if you put numbers in front of me i WILL go Ultimate Autism Rage Mode#shebbz shoutz
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Thinking about how Leo always flips his shit and searches recklessly for his brothers when they go missing/are separated but probably genuinely didn’t expect to be saved at all when he locked himself in the prison dimension
#sorry but the idea of him desperately loving them so completely#only to not usually receive the same treatment (outside of life or death obviously)#like bug busters#he would’ve given up the bugs for Raph immediately I think#and portal jacked#they didn’t really seem to miss him at all as much as he missed them#(tbf they were chilling and probably thought he was also chilling#but the lack of energy matching still stands)#also he’s always one to step in to take the fall or stand up for his bros#but they throw him under the bus#(again#usually because he’s being a massive shit so it’s not unwarranted)#anyways I think he was flabbergasted that he was saved#because when he messes up/self-sabotages he always manages to take the fall#he’s the face man#they shoved him under the bus for the laberinto de muerte stunt#so why would they save him when he’s finally making up for his biggest mistake yet??#he doesn’t think they’re stupid enough to open the portal again just for him#so he must’ve been so honored and surprised when Mikey pulled the impossible#(also Raph and Donnie were highkey ready to quit?? like so quickly)#regardless I love him#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo
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Okay vent time bc I'm literally gonna cry
My mom found out I have lgbtq pins put on my back pack and a rainbow bag. She never hid her dissatisfaction with me being gay so I knew her reaction wouldn't be pleasant. However, I'm still upset.
She said that she doesn't want me to go out there bc it puts me in danger. And it would be sweet of her even if not for the tone and disgust in her eyes. I can tell she was condesending me and felt embarassed for me. She isn't outright hateful. I can't call her out on her saying hurtful shit since everything she displays is this passive agressive talk. She has this mask of "accepting" mother but her first reaction for me coming out was to try to fix me. She is sending mixed signals, as always. Her words were: "putting those pins isn't very wise. Can you even fight? Exactly." Like bro??? She isn't trying to talk to me about it, to have a peaceful conversation. She just attacks me with those ice cold statements and calls it a day. She doesn't fucking care if I get beaten up. If I got beaten up she would obliviously blame me. How the fuck am I supposed to feel safe with her? Not to mention accepted. I really fucking wanna chop off my boobs, hair and get most gnc partner imaginable just to piss her off. Let her be uncomfortable. Fuck her. Fuck her and her bigotry.
Really guys, because if this was about my safety she would not make me feel like shit, ashamed of wanting to express myself, of being proud.
#omfg this is so stupid to get upset over but like#this is such a big part of me#and all my mom does is make me feel like a mistake for being that#when she talks about my future spouse she always makes sure to mention both genders#so I thought she accepted it#but seems like it's not like that at all#lgbt#lgbtqia#lgbtqia+#queer#gay#bi#bisexual#asexual#ace#genderfluid#trans#nonbinary#gnc#pins#homophobia#cw homophobia
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rriordan stop treating grover like the useless goofy sidekick who gets them into trouble all the time challenge 2k24

(from read riordan’s summary of the new book)
#like……. this is why nobody takes percy’s friendship with Grover seriously in the books bc richard is always fucking treating him like this#not saying Grover can’t mess up or make silly mistakes or be involved in the shenanigans#but Grover isn’t stupid!#maybe a little clumsy at times but there’s a difference between clumsy and stupid#and maybe he can’t resist bc Hecate has all sorts of enchantments on her house and it lures him in#but i just……. the stakes are so fucking low and stupid and we’re throwing Grover under the bus again by doing something like this#grover underwood#pjo#cotg#wrath of the triple goddess
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All of Revenge of the Sith, summarized:
Obi-Wan: I love and trust you, Anakin.
Anakin: No <3
Mace: Obi-Wan trusts you, Anakin.
Anakin: Opinion discared because Ive classified you as against me. Please forward my previous email to Yoda and get back to me about that council seat at your earliest possible convenience.
Yoda: mmm be a master, you will never be mmmm. melt steal beams, jet fuel cannot. mmmm. ignore that second thing I said, obi-wan cares very deeply abt you and are you still available tuesday at 6 for your next therapy session?
Anakin: Read✓ at 19:01
Padme: Obi-Wan loves and trusts you, Anakin. Just like I do.
Anakin: Not very gamer of you to not inherently validate my internal belief system :/
Palpatine: Obi-Wan hates ur loser ass lol. not like me tho I'm cool and always validate your internal beliefs (normal)
Anakin: I always knew he hated me, you're the only one willing to tell me the truth. thank God I never have to reevaluate my beliefs with you and don't have take any uncomfortable looks at my wants and desires. phew almost had to do some personal growth and acknowledge some things about myself thank God i avoided that
#:v#star wars#revenge of the sith#anakin skywalker#obi wan kenobi#I make this stupid stupid post only because I always see people say communicate is their issue#WHEN ITS NOT!!!#Anakin as a lot of self worth issues and Obi-Wan spent a decade and change trying to break through to him#literally everyone around Anakin is telling him ''obi wan cares about you''#but Anakin has a set belief about Obi-Wan that often shifts slightly depending on persecuted he believes he is#obi-wan often becomes a stand in for Anakin's frustration at the Jedi as a whole#and Anakin often doesn't acknowledge obi-wan as an individual with confliction or his own wants and desires#like. Theyre all painfully human.#and anakin expects rightfully that the people around him will give him grace when he's human and less than perfect#but then does not extend that grace to obi-wan when he's less than perfect#a lot of mistakes were made when it comes to Anakin's training and a lot lead to his ultimate fall from grace#but communication wasn't one of them#because Obi-Wan constantly and consistently tries to communicate with him#but anakin was never going to hear what he didn't want to hear
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I WISH I WAS LESS SCARED OF LETTING MYSELF LIVE
#i dont know why im yelling im so tired. but you know. you knowww#im always convinced its in the back of my head i need to let everything chip away at me until im gone. for the good of someone imaginary#but nobody wants this. nobody wants this for me except myself and i only think that i want this for the sake of other people#so whats the point of making it all hurt. nobody wants my corpse even if i convince myself they do. nobody wants me eating away at myself#i want to love myself without stomach acid eating away at my throat i want to love without feeling like i need to be gotten rid of#i want to make mistakes and i want to be stupid and i want to be weird and i want to be alive#without feeling like i need to make the end of me. without feeling like it has to be the last time. without my own knife at my throat#i dont know if any of these words even make sense im really tired but whatever. you know how it is#awoo
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i need to read more big girl books
#this is NOT related to any hg related announcements btw i just realized that not reading for fun has actually severely impacted me#in such a fierce way#for context the books on my shelf include that six of crows book and the 7 husbands of evelyn hugo#that’s how long it’s been since i’ve read a new book for funsies#and like i’m not saying big girl books have to be nonfiction or strictly academic or anything that#like one of my fav books is salvage the bones#wait is listing out all these books like this gonna make them appear in the tags#i actually don’t mind that for salvage the bones i have so many thoughts on that#anyway guys drop ur fav books im gonna return back to my frequenting the library era#liberians lowkey hate me im always stacking up those late fees#liberians?? girl i meant librarians 😭😭#i promise even when i did read a lot for fun and for school i still had stupid spelling mistake problems !#*made!! ykw i’ll just stop typing now
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the MW fandom so bad on Twitter that fuckin. jimcurly shippers say their ship is ok cause “they deserve each other” but then think youre a terrible person for suggesting that anya and curly like. cared about each other deeply and fucked up. i hope this fandom dies soon dear lord.
Jesus Christtttt I hope the yaoiheads die forever. Like. What the hell is it with people wanting to ignore everything there is to be said about Curly and Anya's complicated ass relationship in favor of painting Curly as a cartoonishly bad person and Anya as someone who didn't volunteer to take care of him in fucking terrible condition Despite Everything. There's so fucking much to say about Anya and Curly as people who were hurt by the same person and watched the other be hurt by the same person and ended up stuck together at rock fucking bottom in that nurse's room but nobody wants to talk about that because there's "good" abuse victims and "bad" abuse victims and they can't have any attachment to each other even if they do in text despite ultimately failing the other because uhhhh no they didn't. I fucking guess.
#asks#anon#like the recurring pattern of people ignoring Anya's stated feelings about shit in text presumably for “her own good” or whatever makes me#fucking lividddddd like why can't you fucking let her have complicated feelings about things why do you boil her down to an angry girlboss#to live out your own fantasies through like you're killing her fucking agency even outside of the game Jesusssss. and the way people are#about shipping Jimmy and Curly is like. insane. “they deserve each other” even before the crash that was textbook emotional abuse. doesn't#excuse shit but it's fucking important context I think. also the fucking feast scene has always read as like. a parallel to sa to me.#forcing something down his throat when he can't do anything about it plus the whole “someday he'll thank me” shit like that was cannibalism#as an act of violation. before it blew up in his face Curly was blind to Jimmy's shit but it was all Anya could see. like there's so much to#say about Anya and Curly in terms of narrative as well as how they actually were about each other but those conversations get immediately#shut down with just “Curly was an enabler” because nobody likes to entertain the idea that there's an actual person behind the mistakes.#and that's the fucking thing about mouthwashing! at the end of the day they're all just people! but nobody wants to accept that! they just#want them to be the victim the guy we dont talk about the innocent one the dad and the stupid fuck who let it happen. & it makes me violent.#anyway.
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i think as a fandom we tend to assume that if ody had chosen differently in thunderbringer, the rest of the crew would have made it home just fine. and while i compeltely understand the urge of making them look penelope in the face and tell her her husband is dead lol i actually really don't think that's likely tbh
cos here's the thing. the crew, odys crew, helped to blind polythemos. it was ody's plan, definitely, but they all held the club, they all stabbed it deep, they all left him screaming. the crew escaped from poseidon when he tried to kill them. they killed the sun gods cows
when ody lived, the buck stopped with him. he was their captain and their king, the authority over them, and of course the gods anger was focused upon him (both for the things that were his fault (polythemos) adn the things that really weren't (the cows))
ody was their king when they maimed poseidons son, but the others were there, helping. ody was their captain when they escaped from poseidon and humilated him in the process, but euryloclus was the one who helped him close the wind bag and the rest of the crew escaped unharmed. ody was their leader when they killed helios' cows, but he wasn't the one strike the blow
do you really think poseidon would have let them live? truly?
poseidon waited for ten years for odysseus to come home so he could kill him to maintain his reputation
nah, the crew was never making it home, even if odysseus' guilt weighed heavier than his need to be with his family and he'd chosen his crew in thunderbringer
by zeus' lightning or poseidon's waves, they were never making it back to ithaca
#besides euryloclus was the second in command#when ody died the guilt then laid with him#and poseidon was never going to offer the same choice that zeus did#(because zeus always knew what ody was gonna choose - he would make the same choice he made in just a man)#epic the musical#idk i've seen people be like 'they shouldn't have killed the sheep' and i'm just like - wild sheep in a seemingly uninhabited island?#when 600 men are starving? it was kill the sheep or have the crew mutiny#ody telling polythemos his name was stupid and a mistake but it was the irrational impluse of a person who was angry and grieving and guilt#and like. when you say he should have properly apologised to poseidon you really mean lie to him lol and uh- do you really wanna lie to him#anyway i'm rambling cos i just walked my dogs in like 40mph winds wiht 60mph gusts so my brain is rattling around my skull lol#epic the storm saga#epic the vengeance saga#epic the thunder saga
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hi fellow neurodivergent people
i hate to jump on the "i think i might have adhd" bandwagon, but if i think i might have adhd, how do i bring it up to my care team as a 28-year-old cis woman who was a massive overachiever until i couldn't keep up the ruse anymore?
#idk what happened when i got laid off it seriously is like my brain BROKE i cannot do anything#i have not done much of anything in a year. and i think it's bc my coping mechanisms were 1. self-medicate but ESPECIALLY do that while#2. overcommitting. because it kept me busy and distracted. i excelled in school because i could focus on it without it giving me anxiety#school was honestly almost the only thing that didn't give me anxiety as a kid. and i never felt quite Right like i didn't feel like i fit#in with my peers. i've always felt like a human being that isn't a person. like something's not quite right. i excel but i feel like i'm#doing it wrong because it's SO hard for me. i graduated my BA and BS programs with a 4.0#but it came with the cost of alienating all of my friends and family and becoming really reclusive and weird and distant and anxious#but i really just wanted to do well at the one thing i felt i was good at. which doesn't seem like something i should take note of#idk. my life feels like a claustrophobic box. i feel like i'm buried alive and i can't get myself out because i can't work#because i can't focus. but maybe i'm just stupid and lazy and want everyone to take care of me forever so i can continue laying around doin#fuck all. which i do a lot because i'm chronically ill. idk. like is there ground to stand on here. i literally have zero friends rn#and i feel so so so sos so anxious any time i am working because i worry i'm going to do something wrong or forget to do something or make#lots of mistakes that get me in trouble. i'm so scared of making mistakes it keeps me from doing anything at all. but i get so anxious bc#i'm not doing anything! i'm wasting time! and i can't focus on anything when i AM working because i have to get up and pace#like i HAVE to move around or i start to feel like i need to peel my skin off like i'm an orange#like. is it anything at all. or is this just me being someone who has Other Stuff going on
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i would like to be stripped of my old soul status. this is getting exhausting.
#i was born in a rocking chair#knowing.#also it makes me a free therapist?#im tired#my mom’s dead#i don’t want to do this anymore#i want to make mistakes and be stupid#also old soul= trauma#???#but i have always been like this#so?#personal i guess
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Unfortunately the stuff that sells (cute bf scenarios) is what bores me
#obv I've written cute established relationship stuff before but i always love writing other stuff more#like heavy angst or meet cutes or stupid meet cutes or confessions or magic aus or major character death or pining or dragons#or or or#but that stuff doesn't sell as well and also i can never finish projects lmao#make no mistake i am 89% of the problem#stickynotes.tpe
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Currently doing a batshit insane tour of Ralph Fiennes acting credits because apparently this man has bewitched me body and soul.
#Just did a double header of Strange Days and The King's Man#that was a fucking mistake because the tonal whiplash I just gave myself has to have herniated something#Rasputin wants that middle-aged Englishman so bad it makes him look stupid#and Ralph Fiennes clearly is missing playing Monsieur Gustave in Grand Budapest because some of these line deliveries are just...#it's incredible#anyways#Strange Days is genuinely a masterpiece#It's 2 and a half hours of some of the best theme exploration I've seen in cinema#and everyone is acting for their LIVES#And also some of the most visceral exploitation film I've seen in a very long time#The King's Man is not a film I would normally jump at#it's a level of historical fiction I'm not super into and the tone is all over the place#like i'd be super into a film that is of the same tone as the Rasputin section#or I'd like a film of the same tone as the second half of the movie#but the back and forth is a little jarring#give me The Grand Budapest Hotel or give me All Quiet on the Western Front#don't jump me between the two#Ralph Fiennes and the cast kill it as always#but the script could use some work#ralph fiennes#strange days#the king's man
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I honestly no longer feel bad for anyone who informs that a public Discord server triggered some dumb drama or resulted in hegemony of some takes making others feel unwelcomed or destroyed someone's self-esteem completely. It should be obvious that public Discord is an awful idea after it's been proven to be for countless times, every time, for many years. Yet every time some mfer thinks: "but people /I/ invited are DIFFERENT, but on MY server things are chill" etc. People just don't learn and keep making this mistake.
Once again: public Discord servers are fundamentally broken as a concept, because unlike Twitter timeline or Tumblr dashboard, they are closed, tight room. In them if user 1 ignores or dislikes user 2, it will be noticeable. If even two people don't get along or someone is not interested in someone, it will effect the mood in the whole room especially during these your "chaotic 3 AM VCs", thus a petty personal thing will spread across users it should not concern! The person that isn't fond of everyone will either be forced to leave the server to not feel forced to see someone they dislike, or push that person out through passive aggression themselves! Beeeeecaaause how maaany tiiiiimes will you neeeed to learn that Discord servers rely on everyone liking everyone, a thing impossible for human species by the concept, yooooou fuuucking dumbaaaasses. Not to mention how every other influential and popular person falls because they've made a Discord for their following like an absolute moron that they are and naturally failed to control the community!
Discord servers should be only used as group chats of friends with more features. Having discussions across Tumblr is just better; asks and reblogs are a thing if you want to be public and invite more people to say their opinions, but it ALSO allows to avoid interacting with mfer you dislike without consequences for the fandom camp!
#internets#Discord#someone: my fandom camp is ruined because of a Discord drama on the server!!!#me barely holding back: and whose fault is this that they thought server was a good idea? 🤦♂️#I just can't sympathize with someone who makes such an obvious mistake!#every drama happens because of discord server!#but no! you guys always think that YOUR public discord will be different!#like okay sure vent if you must but not to me. i dont feel bad. it was expected#it is like touching a hot iron that you know is heated and then seek sympathy for getting burnt#I specify 'public' Discords because if they are closed from any new members between like#3-6 FRIENDS who KNOW each other already very close#it is the ones you post a link to or invite people who are interested to that are cringe#just stop. just stop locking random people who aren't friends in a stiff room and then-#-get upset that a stupid personal drama between two infected the rest of the fandom#discord has been bringing out the worst of human nature for years and you still dont get the hint#what a prophetic name 'Discord' lol#like I promise you won't die if you be autistic on Twitter or Tumblr instead of Discord
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okay time to get ready for work, I will get through this and be as helpful today as I can possibly be!!!!!!!!! ☝️
#do NOT want to repeat my mistake of last sunday lol#and i don't want to make my coworkers worry again. they know about my bad habit of worrying about any and all mistakes#i always feel so bad when they try to calm me down. like. they don't need to..... but they still do. telling me not to worry so much#BUT I DO WORRY I WANNA BE GOOD AND NICE#but sometimes i'm a little stupid and careless... ach...
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